NIGHT Aug 29

well today... my best friend was really sad because she wasn't invite to one of my good friend's goodbye party...... but oh well... seriously... I can't force him to let her go since it is still his party... and I can't do anything much about it... I just hope her feel better later...

tonight I was really frustrated for some reasons... but I won't tell you guys the reasons yet.. since my friend probably gonna read it tonight or tomorrow... I want to tell him directly... O_<

We had KBBQ for dinner... it wasn't bad... I enjoyed it... however.. it was kinda expensive... but it worth it I guess. Then we drove to my house and picked up Cranium... it was really fun... because my backyard was locked and my friend and I had to try to sneak in before my dad find out. During playing Cranium... Chris got a green card... ( act out silent clues), the hint is movie.. and guess what he do... he walked around and acted like a spy... then he jumped and he actually hurted himself too... so funny... and guess what the answer is ... "Tomb Raider"
my reaction is laksdjfklasdjklfjakl;sdfkljasdkfkl;....
hahaha

also... my other friend in other team... he got a green card as well... but this time... he had to hum the song, he looked at the card for a sec...and laugh really loud and said " I don't have anyone get this but Teresa and me..." I was really wonder what song is it.. that I will sure know but no one know about it... and he started to hum... and guess what.. I knew that song within a sec... guess what song is it... it's "Who are you?" from CSI.. lol

I bascially had a good time today... if I wasn't so mad all night
but oh well.. tell you guys later ok

my friend is leaving to UBC and I hope all the best for him...
that the only thing I can do for him...

byebye

Aug 29........

today... I woke up really early today becaue my dad asked me to bring his gf's sis to Crestwood and talk to the teachers.... however, when we arrived, I found out today is only for Gr 7... not for Gr 8.... and the teachers said I have to come back with her next Tuesday.... geez... I was so frustrated... probably I didn't get much sleep last night too.

Then I was thinking to get my friend a goodbye present... I found out there is only one left in Wal Mark... but I can't get there without a ride... and I need to go before my dad comes back from work... I was in a hurry.. so I called my friend and asked him when he is done breakfast..
I called him at 11:25am... he said he is not done yet... so I waited and waited.. 12:25pm
I called again... and he still not finish yet
WTF... take him forever... so I said..." forget it I am not waiting for you!!!" and he said " don't wait for me then" and we both hanged up....

I know I am childish for doing that... but I was in a bad mood since this morning... also... I really want to get it before it get sold the last one.... otherwise.. I don't even give a shit where is he going ... or how long is take him to eat breakfast!!!!

This is the first time I swear in my blog... and I think everyone who knows me... I don't swear at all... only when I am really really angry and mad. And YES.. I AM REALLY FRUSTRATED NOW!!!!

Anyways.. I am going to bus to WAL MARK and get him the freaking present!!! so yeah
ttyl
I will post a new one later
byebye now

oh... I feel terrible

hihi

today... I feel like really crappy since I woke up... I don't know why but probably because my dad's gf and her sis are coming tonight...

During work, I tried to hold on my temper... however, I failed... I got in an agruement with one of my friend!!! nothing bad tho... just because I said something carelessly and he got mad... that's all....

Also, his going-away- dinner is on Tuesday. I don't know do I want to go or not... I don't want to go becasue one of my friend is going too... and I still remembered she doesn't like me that much.. and she is Jay's really good friend...then I don't want to go and ruin the party... that's the main reason. The other reason is I don't know... I really don't know why I don't want to go to the party.. this is the first time I feel like that. and of course.. I told him I don't really want to go.. then he got kinda mad.. I guess... but later on.. he said " I don't care!!! you can do what you want!!"

that time... I feel like " what the point I go to the party then... I am not wanted anyways... I am not that close to him anyways.. why bother.!!!" That's what I think. I feel like I am unimportant.. I guess I am pretty useless in his heart but hey... that's still hurt tho!!!

basically, he is just being himself and I am being myself... not any one's fault. However, I am not immature... I told my bestfriend why I don't want to go and he understands it...

I JUST DON'T WANT TO RUIN THE MOOD OF THE PARTY. Also, it's seems like he doesn't care am I going or not anyways.. so cheh... what the point then!!! ( that's the main reason!)

I am still happy about I am getting better and better on CS... I actually killed 4 people today... I am really happy... so I hope one day I am good enough to play with all my friends and beat them up... lol

night now

sorry guys

hihi.... sorry I didn't post anything for a long time... too lazy la... sorry ok?
my last post got you guys worried about me... I am sorry lo ok? I just being moody that day...that's all!!!

today... and right now... I feel really confused.... for what??? of course for guys la, what else!!!
and again... of course it's for Andrew... who else!!! I am really confused now... do I really like him or just becasue I feel guilty for what I did...... confuse my mind... who do I like the most...???
Andrew.. or else? really... I don't have an answer now... I need some spaces alone until I figure it out.kk??? a wei... don't call me.. ok? I need to do this alone.... sry

today is ok la, nothing bad happened I guess... well... maybe when I was waitting for my bus to come for 20 mins... and it still didn't come... and outside was really hot too... so I felt " darn it... I am getting my bike... screw you ETS" and I went back home and grabbed my bike.. and started my adventure... during my adventure, I almost fell in sleep for couple times since I was listening my ipod, and it was a slow song too... one time.. I actually closed my eyes.. and let it go... thank god that stupid slow song was done in the perfect time... and a fast song came up... woke me up in the second that I am almost hit by a car... so close...

Other than that... nothing exciting happen... well...my friend came to visit me... hm.... did he actually come to visit me or my other friend...??? whatever la... anyways... we hanged out and have fun... after work.. we went to Denny's ( the one in Downtown) and grabbed some drinks and chill.... good times man....

I will post again when I have an answer... and right now... please just let me solve the problem by myself... ok? a wei.. remember don't call me... I will call you when I have the answer for our problem... ok?

bye bye now

What am I???

<-This is the "boss" in the movie... so big hey!!

today is alright I guess... I finished work around 5:30 today.. and went to BP for dinner...
met up with my friends and watched " Snake on the Plane"!!!

that movie is so funny, all the snakes are just fantastic... the way it bit the people on the plane... just so funny... seriously... thought out the whole show, the audiences and I were laughed out loud like lots of time.... especially when Samuel L. Jackson said the famous line " there are mother fucking snakes on the mother fucking plane!!!" all the audiences were laughing so loud...
oh my god... and also, I checked the review from Yahoo... they got the highest rank now... so awesome!!!

After the movie, we went to play Cranium, and my team lost... not my fault tho I guess.
We had lots of fun today... I enjoyed the time in the movie. It's just so funny la

Now, let's go in my deep world... for some reasons, this couple day... I had been thinking about a question for a long time... this question is "What am I??" not "who am I?" from Jackie Chan...but "What am I".... I don't know why but it did keep me thinking for a while... it just seems like I am nobody but an object..I am tired for some reasons...not physically...but psychologically...

I have no idea why I start to think... who is my true friend and who is not... sometimes... I want my friends to tell me...within their heart.. what am I to them...I feel like my friends are just using me for something... if I am useless to them... they won't even come and talk to me... I am sorry if I make you guys sad... but however... this is what I feel like...

Teresa is not always happy... I could make you guys happy really easily... but who will make me happy then??!! It feel like I giving out so much... but I didn't gain anything back...

nah...maybe I am just in a bad mood today since I had a really bad headache started from yesterday! I will be fine guys... don't worry.. tomorrow.. A brand new Happy Teresa will be here

What a mad day!!1

I woke at 1 today.... becasue I was on computer until 2:30 last night...... Never sleep that much before.... feel so.....lazy.....and...so GOOD!!!

Well, everything seems really fine until I went to work... yes... MY CO WORKER Tyler made me mad!!! I don't want you guys think I just love to complain about my work... but this time... he really did get on my nerve...

For people who know me really well... I don't get mad that easily... actually.. I don't think I ever get mad in front of you guys... maybe I will piss off sometimes... but if I seriously get angry...
wow... I DON'T THINK YOU WILL SURVIVE!!!

Anyways... basically... Tyler just think he is better than me.. so he doesn't respect me at all and order me around. Also, he decided to mess up my staff schedule... thank god that I had a feeling that he will change it, so I keep a copy to myself... and change it back O_<

what should I do now?? I don't know... I can just ask him to f..k off and make my boss mad, since my boss love "team work" so much!!! or I can just quit and work at Gateway... which is really far far away for me lo...

How should I deal with this kind of person?? he always think he is better than me... but he forgot he is just a manager as well!!! Also, my boss told me he wants me to do all the paper work too... now... he just crossing the line!!!

During work, I was on the phone with one of my good friend, we were just chatting... suddenly out of no where... he asked me " do you like anyone now?" I was just feel like wth....
Right now... right here... I can tell you guys...the truth then... I found out I am a lesbian ok??
I love woman... especially hot and cute girl too...hahahhaha



nah... just kidding.... I still love guys.. unfortunately ...
and I am really confused right now... since I hurted the guy who I like so much lo
his mom HATE me and I guess his dad is ok with me... his brother loves me.. his family is weird..
but I don't know how to face him and how to act in front of him... he's gone for 6 months
I guess I have at least 6 months to figure it out and solve my problem!!!
GUY IS STUPID!!!! Especially when I finally start to love... hm... I mean like him... he just seems like he doesn't care anymore.... and he said " if I can't be your boyfriend, I will gladly to be your best friend to share your feeling!"

alkdsjflkjdsklfjalsk;djf... man... I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE MY BEST FRIEND... freak... I want you to be my boyfriend!!! oh well.... whatever... maybe I should just love woman then... since guy is so stupid...

tired...and mad now... that's it for today then
stupid guy.... stupid

Sorry lo

well... first...I have to say sorry that I didn't update my blog regularly.... I just too tired... to remember... and everyone who knows me really well... I kinda suffering with short term memory lost...so yeah.. sorry

well today... I was so sleepy this morning...since I only had 3 hours sleep, I was acting like a zombie the whole time... guess how many cups of coffee I drank this morning... 3 XL FV from Tim Horton... and still can't wake me up... man... I blamed my dad.. who decided to print the bathroom at 2 am... and my room is next to the bathroom... so yeah...I couldn't fall in sleep until my dad finished with the bathroom.

my morning shift ran ok for me... I was just sitting at the staff room with my staff talking about the old history of Famous Players... omg... just so good la... To tell the truth.. Empire Suck!!!
Drinking my coffee and chilling with my staff... I love my job!!! hahaha

after work, I was waitting my friend to come and watch a movie with me...however, my co worker Tyler decided to bother me more with some stupid question... like "did the coin order come?" "NO!" " Why not?" " I don't know, ask them!!!" " Why don't you call the bank and see why?" " Well, Tyler, today is Sunday!!! Bank won't open on Sunday!!!" then he walked away...
akjsdhfkjeifjklasdfj... why do I have a coworker like him..??? why?

also, at the end of the day... for some reasons... both of the ticket printers broke down... and he was panic... and he just gonna leave it to me and fix it.... great... how great... ;p

anyways...I probably need to go to work early to open the door for the tech guy to come in and fix the printers for me... so if you guys decide to drop by and visit me... it would be good if you bring me a coffe... remember... I don't like real coffee. I love FV... ok???

love you guys.. good nite nite la
PuiYin