bad luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh... why I always so bad luck lor???? :(

well, see... Thursday night.. when I went to work, I found out the head office people will come and mark my theatre...then I immediately checked who are my staff for tonight... C.G.. CJ..and JM... great.. just fantastic... the slowest staff ever...
finally, four hours later.... Jason Hayes..the head office manager, decided to go... omg... it was a nightmare... he checked all my manager report, and asked the staff about me. He had a mark sheet... all I can see is the sheet was full of red notes...and yea... it doesn't look pretty good... T_T

anyways.. then I also found out I need to break down a movie at the end of the night... The Black Dahila. I finished all my reports and tried to break down the movie, so I can leave early... but still... after I broke down the movie.. it was around 12:50 am... I called a cab around 12:40am... but I waited and waited... around 1:50am.. the cab finally came... omg... I was really frustrated..
then I got home around 2:00am.... and guess what... everyone already fell in sleep... and they freaking locked all the doors inside... I tried to ring the bell... but the bell ran out of battery.
I was like "oh my god... why???", I can't do anything... so I just sit down on the stairs... and looked at the sky... I was counting how many stars are on the sky... and suddenly... it started to rain.... I was laughing and said out loud to the sky " Great.. just great... What's next?" then it started to rain really badly... I was all wet... I went to the backyard... sit down under the tree, and started to sing... ( I am not going insane... I just tried to be positive and relax!!!)
Finally, around 2:30 or 2:45.. someone woke up and went to the washroom, I ran to the washroom window and tapped the window... then someone turned on the backyard light... and opened the door.. it was Sandy...I ran to her and started to hug her and keep saying " Thank you, Thank you" Sandy was half asleep and said " what's going on? what time is it?"
I changed and went to sleep.

Next day, I need to go to work at 10am... but I forgot to wake up... and Graham called my cell to wake me up... he was really mad... I said " oh shxx" and rushed to the bus stop... my hair wasn't comb... I didn't wash my face... when I got on the bus... everyone was looking at me... I looked at the window and saw my reflection... ok... to tell you the truth, I scared myself too. I got off the bus and ran to the public washroom in the mall.. and cleaned myself up.. hahaha
I worked and worked until 4:00pm... and started to pack up my stuff... and prepare to go home.. I got a phone call and found out my coworker got in a car accident... and I need to cover him...
I said.. "sure... I already in the theatre anyways..." then Graham told me " no, you have to go to Gateway before 6pm, also Jason Hayes is coming to Gateway too." ok.. that's not good... I rushed to the bus stop and went back home... took a quick three mins shower and asked my friend how to get to gateway fast... she said busing would take a long time... and I need to be there at six... so I decided to take a cab then... however.. rush hour... I got stuck at the highway... I keep looking at the time and the money sign... it keep raising and raising..
Finally I arrived to Gateway... it was already 7pm... and it costed me around 30 bucks...
then I started to work, and found out the projectionist made up the indian movie really badly.. the middle part of the movie was pop up... I don't know how's that happen, but oh well...
I fixed it with a really weird makeup table and started the movie. Everything went well, and I got home around 1 am...

Waaaaaaaaaaaa...... I truely hope my bad luck would go away soon... :P
anywho, talk to you later
byebye

Yeah.. My life is so happy!!!

actually I lied... my life is not really happy now!

ok, where to start? you guys probably wondering why didn't I update my blog for a long long time... all I can say is " sorry... too many things happened during this month! I don't even get to sit down and relax!!! how can I find the time to update my blog?"

well, right now... I am sitting down in the living room of my aunt's house... and updating my blog... why am I in my aunt's house? because I got kicked out from my dad's house.. that's why!!! I am living with my cousin, my aunt, Thomas and Sandy... by the way... Thomas and Sandy are my bro and sis...

Do not ask me why I got kick out... because I won't tell you guys... I only told one person.. and that's it... all I can say is my dad got really mad at me in a big arguement... and tried to kill me by struggling me, and I hit him back...then I moved out!!!

I am fine now... but I am really really tired of everything...like my dad and my personal stuff...
sorry that I have a secret hiding from you guys... but trust me... if I tell you, you can't help me at all... it will just make you guys worry about me or feel sad... so, why bother? :)

I am still working at the theatre... and trying to start the battle between Tyler and me for the salary manager position. I don't know why I want that position... maybe becasue I don't want Tyler get promote and be my boss :P hahaha I feel so mean to him... lol
Also, I am getting a second job soon at General Hospital... this time... I am not a cook assistance or clerk..I am gonna be nurse assistance... making 12 dollars per hour to support Thomas and Sandy.

some of you guys might think I am still like a little girl.. really immature... but actually I already been through a lot, much more than you guys... I am not saying I am great or I am a hero... got kicked out, working two jobs to support my bro and sis. No, I am not... I am not a superwoman...
I am getting tired, really tired.. I don't know how long can I hold on... I don't know can I carry on... all I know is... I need to protect my bro and sis... until someone else come and take my place, then I finally can take a deep breath and rest.
I started to protect them since I was 11... and now I am 19... eight years had been past, a really long eight years... *sigh*... oh well.....a good rest would be nice! hehehe :)

sorry... I write this not to prove I am tough or make you guys feel sad.. just because I treat you guys as my good best friends... and I just want to share my feeling with you.

anyways... enough with the sad Teresa T_T
let's go back to the happy Teresa :P

well well well, I am trying to get a second job.. just in case if I don't get the salary manager job... and Tyler does... so I can quit immediately!!! I am not being mean, I just can't stand him >_<
also... I am living at my aunt's living room now... sleeping on the carpet... fun fun fun... I never realize my old bed actually really soft and comfortable... hahaha...

basically, I am more happy than before.. why??? because I don't need to deal with my dad anymore.. for people who don't know my dad... all I can say is... meh... he is too immature, he doesn't know how to be a dad.

hm... maybe I need to see my family I doctor... I need to do a check up... because I always feel dizzy and weak... always sleepy and look pale.... I guess becasue lost too much blood... :P

oh did I tell you guys what happen when I go to donate blood on beginning of Sept?
well I went to donate blood at 12:30 after my class... I was fine that time... and I was talking to the hot guy sit next to me too... he is chinese and he is sooooooooo freaking tall... omg... my neck was so hurt after talking to him... hm... I forgot his name, but I will see him next time when I go donate blood since we book the appointment in the same date and same time...
then I walked back to HUB... and saw my friend was waitting for the same bus with me... then I started to chat... my bus came... then I got on and stand next to her... for some reason.... I started to feel really dizzy... and I can't hear anything... and my eye... can only see black and white... I still remember, I told my friend " I feel really dizzy!!!" then I don't know what happen... when I woke up... my friend and lots of people were looking at me... a guy offered me his sit... then I sit down... and still lots of people still looking at me... I was like " WHAT THE???"
and my friend told me I was fainted... then I said... " maybe because I didn't eat anything before and after donated blood!!" then the guy who offered me the sit and some dude started to yell at me.... T_T
I got off the bus with my friend... went to his house... and feed me... it was so tasty man... so yummy.. then we just started to chat... and then I went home. hahaha

this blog is getting longer and longer... I will continue update it regularly... so stop yelling at me :P
and don't worry... I am fine...and I will keep fighting...
I believe my life is not that crappy...just like a drama, at least I am still alive... which means I still have a chance to change my fate... and my life...

wish me luck!!! cheer for PuiYin kk?
thanks thanks
see ya later =]

Sept 10... what an asshole

today... I finally got a day off.... I was really tired through out this week... since my coworker always tried to screw me up... last night, when I tried to close the theatre... I found out the office printer was not working at all... I was like " what's going on???" This time.. I became smarter.. I called my boss and told him what happened.. and he suspected Tyler did something to the computer. I already checked everything... so Graham, my boss, asked me to call Tyler.. Tyler picked up the phone and started to talk to me. He wanted to come and try to fix the computer before Graham come in work on Sun... then I told Graham about it... Graham was like " well... It's sound like Tyler played with the computer during the day. Now, he tried to fix it before I find out!"

I called Graham this morning, and found out someone messed with the computer printer setting. FUN. Oh well... not my business anyways. at least not anymore.. I will let Graham handle it. and he better do a good freaking yelling to Tyler for me.... freak!!! What an asshole!


no friend list today... too pissed.. bye

Friend list # 2

yo ho... too lazy to update it last night... haha... and I can't fall in sleep now.. (Don't know why!)
so I decided to come update it now... :P

Today...I went to work after my English class.... hehe...my class is full of Japanese and Korean guy... they just came like this summer... they don't know how to speak English really well.... and the most important part... THEY'AR ALL SO FREAKING "HOT".... as soon as I entered the room... I looked up to the ceiling.... and said " thank you god! You finally heard my pray!" lol
nah... I am not that prevert YET... I just feel really happy that I can make so many cool guy friends. They gonna teach me how to play basketball... hahaha...

I am still battling in my mind... should I take ballroom dance??? hm... what do you guys think?
see.. I already take Yoga on Monday and Wed from ten to 12, also, kickboxing on Tue and Thurs from 1230 - 155. Also, cooking class every Tuesday night from 7 - 930. haha.. should I take another class??? I don't know man... too many already... also, I still need to go to Badminton club with Nat and Edin, hm... every second Friday then (since I need the friday to work!)
Then.. I probably gonna work Wed night, thursday night, some Friday night and all weekend.
WOW... I hope I can survive. Guys.. watch me become superwoman! :P

oh..yeah... someone stole my bike. ya.. that's the only bad new for today.. that's all. . .

ohohohoh... ya... I am listening Jay Chow's newest CD too.... it's so GOOOOODDDDDDDDDD, you guys have to get it... JC... my mommie got you one too... :D especially the hit song called
千里之外, "thousand miles away from you"... GOD... SO GOOD... maybe becasue I love the lyrics.. I don't know about you guys... but mark my words... Damn, it's so good. haha

Friend list #2

ok... you next... who is important to my heart...??

Sable: I met her during Gr 10, in CALM 20 class... she is the only chinese girl in the whole class... she is just smiling at me... I feel like "wow, she is so nice..let's sit beside her!" lol
and thank you Sable, for what? for waking me up at the end of every class... and be my partner so I can pass CALM 20.. HAHAHA.. waaa.. I already know her for (counting my figers) 6 YEARS.. wow.... cool.. Sable.. happy 6 years anniversary... haha
She is one of my really really good friend... I usually get her advise when I am in trouble...
she is my personal psychologist... lol and also.. I promise you.. I WILL GO TO YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY THIS YEAR... (shame on me... she invited me for 5 times already.. but I never go... not like I don't want to go.. but I can't go.. or I have to work..) I am sorry :(
maybe you don't care at all... but I do care. SORRY.. I still remembered that one day outside was snowing like hell.. and you came over around 11 pm or something..(she can't drive yet) and just to give me a birthday present... I was like "omg... what a good friend!" Her present is still in my room too... hehehe.. I love it Sable.. thank you

Personality: She is really smart...the smartest that I ever met... not just in school, but even personal life too. She loves singing, hanging out with friends, cats, and reading my blog... lol
She never ever get mad... really claim all the time... really fun to hang out and really good fashion sense too. lol

Nat: Man, I don't remember how to spell you last name, actually... you never tell me... :P
I met him during Gr 10 too.. in Science 10 IB class... what a geek hey.. lol... that time... he already like 6 feet tall.. kinda scary... ( I just being honest!) but he is really nice and he is really fun to talk to.. We just became normal friends for 5 years... and started actually hang out and became best friend last year. lol.. He is really smart... and fun... and we can just BS until midnight... lol good times.
now... he is so skinny that I can't even recongize him... actually one time... I asked him to come watch a movie with me... and I was walking with my IPOD on... then I brought my ticket... and waited for him in the theatre... then he walked in and first thing he said is " did you know you walk right pass by me?" and that time... I still like.. " who are you???" lol, I am sorry, who told you to be that "thin"? lol

Personality: He is really funny and always worry about his weight... it's so much fun to tease him... lol... also... always worry about his mark too... when he actually doing fine. :P A really good son and brother in the family.. always help his mommy out and help his sister for homework without any COMPLAIN. ( unlike me :O )

hm... who's next..
Andrew Gee: I gave him a special color because he is special in my heart... really special.. when I was really sad last year during sem 1 started.. He is the one who save me from hell... I met him in a matchmaker dinner.. not for me, it's for my cousin... I was just company her.. however, instead of fall in love with my cousin Bowie...he choosed me... I don't know why... I asked him when we were dating, he said " because you always full with energy and sunshine!!! you always laughing and smile. It feel really comfortable to be with you! " That what he told me.. no lie.
He treated me so well.. but I decided to hurt him... I am sorry. a Wei. However, I can't do anything about it. guys.. I can't type anymore.... I want to cry.. so I guess I gonna go now

Friend list # 3 would be up soon
bye

oh..... School start la

hello hello... sorry I didn't update for a long time... I am really busy ma!!! working and hang out too much...hahaha

On Sun, my boss Graham almost made me cry, do you know why? because he suspected me stole money from the theatre... hahaha
So stupid hey... see... I worked the Mat on Sat... I only made around $300 for the whole morning since there were only 40 people came in. I supposed to get off at 5:30 so I can take my last bus to go home, but Tyler didn't show up until 6:15pm...he said he fell in sleep! oh well.. whatever...
then I went home and had a HK style BBQ with my family.

On Sun, I worked at night, when I went to work, Graham was here and looked kinda angry. He asked me to take a sit and started talking to me... he said Tyler lost $20 last night when he was closing. I was thinking.. " so what??? it's his fault.. not my problem!!!" then Graham continued and said " I know you have some arguement with him during my vacation, and he told me he didn't count the safe before you go home yesterday." Then he gave me a weird look, till that time, I finally realized Tyler blamed it on me... and Graham suspected me. I stood up and said it really slowly " Graham, I didn't even open the safe after I finished counting the money at the morning. Also, I only had 40 people yesterday morning.. it is impossible for me to loss 20 dollars. And by the way, Tyler lost $30 dollars before, but I lend him the money to cover it for him. If you think I stole $20 because I need money, then I can just ask Tyler pay me back!"
Then I keep looking at him, and continued " if you think I stole the money just to screw him up, then I can honestly tell you, I don't need to do anything and he can screws himself up. At the end, I am the one who saving his butt from you!!!" that time... I was really really angry and almost cry too. Then Graham paused for a while and say sorry to me.

I am not really good at arguement... as long as you stay away from me... then I will just leave you alone. Now, I think I have enough with Tyler Hendrick... it's pay back time.
Tomorrow, I am gonna hand in the daily note that I had been recording about the theatre since Graham went to vacation. I wasn't thinking to hand it in.. because I don't want to get Tyler in trouble. However, he is too much now.

anyways...go back to my personal life....
school year is starting soon, are you guys ready to go back to school yet???
Honestly... I am not ready yet. I don't even have a vacation or holiday during this summer.
yes.. I am really rich now.. but I am gonna pay for my tution.. so I gonna be poor AGAIN
oh..well.. what can I do??? at least I will get a good job after two years!
During the school year, I am taking mostly English class to improve my grammar, English 111, and a class that it just focus on improving conversation grammar.
Also, I am taking Ball room dance with Nat and Julian, Kick boxing with Sable and Julia, Yoga class with Chris, and guitar class with myself. yeah... I am gonna have so much fun this sem.
I am so glad that I have so many friends that will support me and care about me. love you guys!

I am making a friend list, yes, AGAIN... since last time I missed lots of my friends.. and they complained to me and Sable. haha

1) Chris Cheng: my male best buddy plus friend, I shared everything with him, including games, secrets and money. We both been through a lot together even we only know each other for 8 years and started to become friend for only 4 years. Sometimes, I think time is doesn't matter, it can't judge how deep a friendship is. Mostly depends on how much do you know each other, and how much do you care about each other.

Personality : A little cold. He doesn't like to talk much... pretty quit... but when you need his help, he will comes no matter what!!! also, he is fun to be with too. He love singing (JOEY!!)
and playing DDR (omg.. he really good at it).

2) Elvira: hm... sorry Elvira. .I forgot how to spell your last name..haha.. anyways.. I know her during work. We have lots of thing in common, and she is a really funny person too. If anyone make me sad, she will try her best to cheer me up and beat up the guy who make me sad. I know her for only one year, but I really do love this one year... she makes me happy and I make her laugh..the happy moment that we spent together, that's all the matter, isn't it? ;p

Personality: she talks enough to entertain you. hahaha... She is really funny..and happy
Always worry about her homework and course marks.. sometime, I just want to struggle her.
she has really low self-esteem... I am trying to help her improve it now... cheer for Elvira ok???

3) Alvin Yapp: hm... Alvin... I think everyone know him anyways. ;p Alvin is too popular...haha
he is a really good brother to me... I treated him as my big brother since years ago. He has lots of friends, but he cares every single one of them. If you ask him to do anything... he will try his best to help you. If he knows he can't do it, he will straightly tell you, and help you find another solutions. He helped alot, and he tried to teach me alot too... however, that time, I didn't have a heart to listen to his advises. He is a really smart guy... right now.. if I gonna make any big big decision.. I will call him and ask for his opinions first.. hahaha

Personality: He talks and talks and talks... never run out funny story to tell us. He is really humor too.. however, he might looks happy all the time...but he will feel sad too.. and it is really hard to tell.....

anyways... I am going to sleep now...I will continue my friend list tomorrow lor... bybye now